In the ten or so years I’ve been writing posts for Moodscope, and then Moodnudges, I’ve almost never handed my blog keys to another driver.
A week ago, though, Cate – a loyal and long-term reader – emailed me a piece that her twenty-year-old son Jacob had written on the subject of emotions and behaviours.
I thought it was really special, so much so, that I asked Jacob for his permission to share it with you, and you’ll find it below.
Jacob Harvey grew up in Nottingham, and now lives in London, working in financial services.
He tells me that he spends a lot of time trying to understand how we human beings operate, and what makes us who we are.
I loved this, his very first post, and particularly enjoyed seeing things through the eyes of someone who has spent the greater part of his life living in the 21st century.
I’ll add a link to Jacob’s blog below, but here’s what he wrote:
I am vs I feel
I’ve been identifying too much with my emotions.
Quite a deep introduction, but hear me out…
I feel like I let my emotions define me. I can wake up in the morning and, for whatever reason, not feel good about things.
I might wake up and say to myself, ‘Today I am frustrated/upset/angry/anxious.’
Then I identify with those emotions and ultimately become them. Throughout the day, that’s me.
What a waste, right?!
I want to share a small trick I stumbled across that has really helped me feel better, reduced the power of my negative emotions, and stopped me overthinking and identifying with them.
I’ve called it ‘I am vs I feel,’ and it’s the art of disassociating.
It starts with a reframe.
I’m a strong believer that you are who you are. There’s nothing you can do to change that.
Yes, you can grow, and develop, and mature, but no matter what situation you are in, or what emotions you’re feeling, you’re still the same person.
You are you.
But, instead of identifying with emotions and letting them define you by telling yourself, ‘Today I am frustrated,’ say instead, ‘Right now I feel frustration.’
Accept the emotion is there, but don’t let it become you.
I am Jacob Harvey. That’s me. And sometimes I feel frustration. That’s fine!
But this doesn’t mean I am a frustrated person.
The power of You never goes away, but you can very easily let the You be blurred by emotion.
So try it now.
If you’re jealous about something, don’t say ‘I am jealous,’ say ‘I’m feeling jealousy.’
Don’t say ‘I am angry,’ say ‘I’m feeling anger.’
Don’t say ‘I am sad,’ say ‘I’m feeling sadness.’
Think of a negative emotion you’re feeling now, or have felt recently, then apply this concept and see how it makes you feel.
When I applied this to my own feelings, it almost immediately reduced the power of them. It made them feel temporary.
Now that they weren’t consuming my every thought, I could get some perspective, and think more rationally about them, and get along with my day-to-day life.
So keep the emotions in the box they deserve to be in. Don’t let them consume you, and don’t let them become you.
As I said above, you are who you are, emotions don’t change that.
We’ll never be able to prevent negative thoughts and feelings, but what we can do is try our best to work with them.
In the words of author Mark Manson, ‘Accept them. Defuse from them. And then act despite them.’
The great thing about changing from ‘I am frustrated’ to ‘I feel frustrated’ is that it helps us observe the emotion in a healthier way.
You’re still going to feel negative emotions and think negative thoughts, but this doesn’t need to change who you are.
Using the ‘I am vs I feel’ concept makes our emotions seem short-term, and disassociates us from them. It enables us to feel happier, not allowing those annoying emotion things ruin a whole day/week/lifetime.
I’m not saying it’s a one-time cure, but it’s a good start to get some perspective on how you’re feeling, and a great step to dealing with emotions in a happier and healthier way.
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Isn’t that good? A big thank you to Jacob Harvey for sharing this. Here’s a link to his new blog:
Lastly, in a break from tradition, if you have reflections on Jacob’s thoughts, please post them on his blog, rather than here on the Moodnudges site, maybe letting Jacob know that Moodnudges sent you:
I am vs I feel